24.5.07
it jus took me so long to realise this. todae i watched spiderman 2 again. for the first time, i think that i really learnt sth from a stupid movie. U dun always have to do wad is expected of u. because u will be very tired and end up losing yourself. life is short. u nv know wad is goin to happen next. that is why we must live for ourselves and not bother abt the trival things like how other people will think of us. that is very wrong because we will be the someone that everyone will wan to see and not being ourselves. we shld be accountable to ourselves and no one else, because this is our life. i always had this desire to win and to prove other people wrong and that i can do wadever they tot that i will not be able to do. but todae, i realised that i dun have to. i will be living in agony, because i am doin sth that i hate and at the same time i wan to win but couldn't. let's not be too hard on ourselves and enjoy wad we are doin. i would like to do things which i wan to do, and not do it for the sake of proving other people wrong or to win. srry coach, but i will shred the tag which u gave me when i was in pri 4, 'immerse potential but very lazy' from now on. 8 years gone and then i realised this.
8:35 pm
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19.5.07
5 weeks. and it jus simply zoom past. it's a wonder how time flies when u are enjoying urself.
once again, gd luck to 12j for ur prelim 1.
and congrats to man united for reclaiming the title. it's a long wait but it's worth it. and lucky, alan smith made more than 10 appearances to earn a championship medal. gd to see him lay his hands on the trophy
12:22 am
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