24.9.06
todae went to kap to study with dt, except ys. Think he go happy with some girl, again. dunno la. hahas. saw jeremy and jennie they all. thn after tat went to buy the chem solutions at popular which i tot bukit timah dun have. went to jp instead and found out that it was the same book. thanx a lot br. lol. nvm. thn walk one round thn go home alr.
feeling very very frustated. why? why? why is everyone like enjoying their respective jc and i'm like hating every min of it? maybe they all have some nh ppl in their jc and i have none? perharps i made a very bad decision. actually i din realised this. it was onli on 154 towards jp todae whn i heard everyone toking abt their jc life stories i realised i have none to share. so i guess it's pretty f up? think i still missed the nh culture where everyone tries not to be hum of 'banana' lim and chiong to play soccer during recess,lunch and after sch. think some of the girls last time used to hate it cos we always come back to class all sweaty and smelly but who cares? lols. i din realise i was so happy in the past.
anw joc came over my hse to study ytd. there wasn't alot of space in my room cos there are papers all over. she complained a lot abt pimples and growing fat during the exam period. Girls! lol. thn she watch tv somemore. hahas. cos she sae she very stressed. i'm very stressed too! was hoping to get a gd kick at the stupid ball ytd but for some reason or another, it din happen.nvm nvm.
btw, ep quoted a phrase frm some team shirt and it goes like dunno wad passion and wad talent one. forget liao. but i will find out frm him soon. ya. he also sae the 6 of us all single. is dat a gd or bad ting? hahas. i think he's goin to be damn wrong soon. cos i feel that some ppl in the team is goin to find their someone real soon. but of course dat person can't be me laa.
12:21 am
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15.9.06
Weekends!
finally it's fri. dreading sch the whole week. like having no life lidat. everydae go sch study come home study and thn slp. sucks la!!!
goin to study tml! be a cm jus for these few weeks. hope the final sprint will see me thru.
i jus realised todae that i can't take and give up stuff as easily as i tot i was. there's a hell lot of stuff and people that i really missed. take football and table tennis for example. but nvm. sumtimes whn something happen and u feel bad abt it, u dun get any more chance to do wad u think u should have done. to ppl who are reading these, try not to live in regrets like i have done. i've lost!
10:30 pm
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5.9.06
apologises
i'm so sorry for breaking ur specs todae ms leong. pls forgive me and thank you for such a gd game.
wonder how it is like to get a good clean strike at the ball with ur foot. guess i played too much lately and making a comeback sort of got in my head. now ankle is a little strained. goin to take a long break and do strengthening first.
9:54 pm
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3.9.06
i think i lost my cool todae. reading too much of wayne rooney's 'my story so far' may not be such a gd thing after all. he jus gives u so much desire to win and dat's wad i did todae. i wanted to win so badly. and i guess i wasn't too nice whn we started to play poorly and din pass the stupid ball around too fluently. but i think all started off with the 'gerrard' team. and i could swear that if the fat ass wearing the england shirt ever touch any one us, i will be giving a go at his stupid face. though utimately, i think we were playing too badly. and to cl, why can't u bloody understand the phrase " DUN TRY ANYMORE LONG BALLS, TRY THE FLANKS!!!" but it's all over now thanx to a controversial goal which i scored. happenings afterwards, i dun wish to discuss anymore.
credits to the dream team. it was such a long time since the full squad could watch a game together. and thanx to yz's mother for the delicious sandwiches. and well of course not to mention ep for providing the venue for our gathering last night. will have another one after the promos! lucks team! rem to push up the defence lol. and i really enjoyed playing bridge and watching hard the gay in the middle of the night!
i would like to apologise to the team for some of the lanugages i used in the match. i know i should not have started swearing but it jus comes out frm my mouth in a match. sorry guys and no hard feelings!
and oso rite, i realised i din actually miss her dat dae. lol. i mean i should put it this way, i missed her but she din!!! she saw me!!! hahahahas! so happy
6:09 pm
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1.9.06
teachers' dae
was kinda sick so din go sch on teachers' dae celebrations. but even if i drop dead, i will still try to crawl my way back to nh. it's kinda weird, among all the places i played at, nh court is still the best cos of the fence and tree and the bars. i dunno why oso, i seem to know exactly where the goal was, even behind my back. i played in the 4-6 team cos dream team lacked onli a goalie and i dun think i fitted the bill. hahahas. but too bad for them cos i knocked them out with some poor defending. am i really soccer-crazed? i seemed to forget everything whn i play. cos i was concentrating too hard on winning i guess. so sorry i din notice a lot of ppl on our return to nh.
after soccer-ing for some time in the rain, i seem to feel better for my flu. thn i was invited to join the 4-6 outing. went to famosa to eat. it was fun hangin out with yl, jeremy, barty they all. spent the whole afternoon laming with them. thn someone suggested to watch movie. so the devil wears prada it was. pretty gd show. thn went to tiong to eat with some while the rest continued at marina sq. overall was a very gd dae.
sorry din get to eat with the dt. will make up in the future. but i missed u once again
9:53 pm
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