28.6.06
maths test
din went for maths test todae. woke up in the middle of the night and felt sick. felt as if sth if holding me back. cannot move my body at all.(鬼压床) thn somehow fell asleep again. woke up in the morning with a splitting headache. went to tell mum and she told me not to go to sch. wasn't thinking straight so went back to slp hoping to ease the headache.woke up again at 10 plus. thn rem abt the maths test todae. was in no condition to take it anw. die lor. dunno how my maths score goin to be calculated. and my chem sucks. haven really started revising yet. think another gone case. but nvm. expected oso. anw tml 1400 i will be free. for at least 4 daes b4 the horrific results are out.
whn are we goin to start toking again???
4:41 pm
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25.6.06
countdown
less than 24 hours to the stupid summer test. but wad worries me more is how many goals england are goin to win Ecuador. ironic rite. lol. think my summer test is doom alr!!! haven really much studied. doin all last min stuff. where got exam tml todae thn prepare one??? die liao lor. but nvm la. there won't be a repeat next time. i promise. alan loke is cool. he jus called to sae he scored over 70 goals todae due to our team absence. wtf??? our team really dat impt??? wakao. lol. ok i'm getting vulgar. dun think will update anymore cos the next few daes must try to work hard and put in wadever effort that i can for the last min preparation of the stupid summer test. btw, tml is sch re-open. but feel like dun really have break lidat. hol dun talk thn still got whn to talk? pity din really have chance to talk to u. good luck thn. sch reopen must work hard!
9:47 pm
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24.6.06
summer test
i'm dead! seriously. dun even have time to change this into chinese. my first paper of my test is abt 2 days away. and i'm still thinkin of germany Vs sweden which is goin to kick off an hour later. think i am goin to fail all my subjects. wad is goin to happen if dat is the case? i dun wan to retain leh. i think i will have to work double hard after the stupid summer test alr. have tried to study during the matches of btw them but it's impossible to concentrate. why the sch so bad one? springin up a test during the world cup period. shld have known better than to do dat mah. not even getting the proper slp alr still have to study! ok la. it's not all their fault. guess not a lot of ppl so soccer freak like me. wakao. will i have a chance to improve after this summer test a nt? i certainly hope so. as alan loke said, the mid yr test is goin to kill u cos this is the only chance for u to die. end of yr as well as promo will be better. anw. it's been so long since we talk alr. ur present is still with me. no chance to give u. or rather u may not even want it. or maybe is i dun dare to give u. so many 'or's. dunno la. pearl sae dun think so much. concentrate on studies. maybe she's rite. kinda sad oso whn u think abt it. yea. all the best la. in wadever u do
10:00 pm
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12.6.06
世界杯开战了!
终于,大家梦寐一久的世界杯开打了。就在六月九日。身为足球迷的我当然是十分兴奋。我最喜欢的球队当然是英格兰。因为在队中的球星如云,实力当然也十分强。话又说回来,他门在这次的世界杯是不会赢得。因为在比赛里也有很强的对手如巴西,阿根廷等。我不是看不起自己喜欢的球队但是做人就是要现实点。世界杯开打,也不知道是好事坏事。生活变得颠倒。别人晚上睡觉,白天读书或工作,我们这一群热爱足球的青少年却和别人与众不同。开学就要考试了,不得不快马加鞭的努力读书了。日子一天一天的过去,也代表了考试一天比一天的逼近。加油啦!
不知道为什么最近睡觉时一直在做梦。而且是很奇怪的梦。前天就梦见了某人和某人说他门彼此喜欢对方。坦白说,这又关我屁事! 哈哈!昨天有梦到了我和一她一起上街吃饭,为她庆祝生日。说来真可笑!
4:07 pm
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7.6.06
nan hua
ytd went back to nh to take cert with dream team. well half of dream team. br is at ublin, sr got council last min. left 'connectors' and ys. jus nice got tt training.. thn saw the coaches and juniors... juniors becoming very very good alr... dun think we can dominate like b4. lol. anw we played soccer with some of the sec 4s. in the rain somemore. was nice cos not very hot but after dat immediately regret it cos of my stupid ankle. but overall was damn fun. i can't believe dat i actually miss nh so much. not jus the sch, the ppl, but oso the culture there. at least everyone there is sincere. and really is everyone. even the canteen aunties and uncles so friendly. tok cock with them for a while to catch up oso. oh ya. saw liting oso. getting prettier. lol. hope u see this and leave me a decent tag. soccer was super fun lor. think i'm getting my deft touches again. think me and ep combined well to break them up. of course la. we are part of the DREAM TEAM leh. lol. kiddin. but ys mention sth abt us being famous. which i really dun believe. yea. thn after dat went to watch omen. the movie totally sucks! but overall we enjoyed scaring each other and toking nonsense during the show. think the ppl around us were quite fed up with us. lol.
ps: yz this is for u. u think u scare me rite. actually u din. i was jus pretending so dat u won't be disappointed. u know. i really dun wanna hurt ur feelings! lol
10:38 pm
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5.6.06
失眠
会不会有人可以明白?现在已经是凌晨三点了。我却无法入眠。我真的以为我们是朋友。但是原来一直以来,都是我一个人在一厢情愿。 我把你们当朋友,你们却把我当傻瓜。还是这个世界就是这么现实?Bingrong 以前经常说,人不为己,天诛地灭。我还认为他是个笨蛋,但是他却是我们当中就聪明的。原来在这个世界上每一个人都是自私的。为了得到自己的快乐,他们会不介意把他们的快乐建设在别人的痛苦上。当你们在快乐的时候,有没有想过我一个人在那儿等待的心情是如何?你们没有。如果有的话,你们不会要等到我到达时还要我自己打电话给你们,才发现你们不回来了。当时,我真的不知道该如何是好。真得很想回家了。朋友应该不会这么对待彼此吧?真的好失望。我不知道为何自己这么傻。当你们俩在快乐时,我却在图书馆里找资料。为的是什么?为什么人会这么假情假意? 口是心非?我好累,好累。 我不想这样。但是为什么?为什么?老姐也说过,这个世界就是这样。不是你对不起别人,就是别人对不起你。 为什么就不可以和睦共处?谁都不要对不起谁,那不是很好吗?原来那些我认为是我的朋友的‘朋友’, 从头到尾都不是我的朋友。我对自己真的好失望。原来我的人缘那么差。连你们打一统电话通知我你们不来了也嫌麻烦。还有,对我来说,我以为你是我的好朋友,我真的以为。但是呢?你一天比一天找到朋友时,却把我给忘了。原来我只是一个傻瓜。
3:16 am
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3.6.06
刚从chalet 回来。领晤了一个道理:人不为己,天诛地灭。
7:50 pm
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