10.10.06
SSS
went to SSS(singapore sports sch) for the friendly todae. before we went, my senior and i knew we had no chance of winning at all. partially because we din touch the bat and the ball for almost 6 months. another reason will be that the players up against us are none other than the sss students themselves. though they are only sec 2, they do not have any chance of nt picking up the bat for 6 months i guess. it was a long long wait for my competitive debut after my horrific injury. maybe deep down inside my heart, i had harboured the faintest hope that i might actually beat my man. but i din.
disappointment began to set in. it was horrible, the feeling of defeat. it is actually sth i will nv wan to go thru in my life shld i get the chance to choose. it wasn't jus because of the fact that i lost, but the manner that i lost. i had chances to kill the game off as my opp wasn't that gd. the chances went begging and i was left to hold my head in shame. but credit to my opp who's name is
智明. he kept his cool whn i lost mine and started swearing at the ball. he made full use of my mistakes and was able to win w/o much effort. 3-0 to him was the final score. but i dun think the scoreline really reflected the flow of the game. but that's life i guess. ms ng tok to us abt our pw wr todae. it was very bad i suppose. yea. and she tok to us a lot abt this is onli the beginning and there's lots to come. she oso sae sth like have we tried our very best to do it? and she told us not to live in regret. but how many people in life can go to bed knowing that they have given their best shot at everything they could have done on dat day? i suppose not much.
8:23 pm
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