6.10.06
post exams
wed was the final paper. finally it's all over. no matter how badly i have done, it's finally over. actually wanted to go play some football to relax, but the stupid eom got in the way. in the end i ended up goin back to the college 3 times and spend the whole day on the bus.
actually i prepared to retain next year. ppl have warned that jc life's tough and very fast paced. even faster and tougher and rougher than the epl. lol. if i really get retain, i will work hard next year and build on my foundation to make it more solid. but it certainly does not kill off the hope that i hope to promote!!!
finally, ytd i get to celebrate exams-over-day like we usually do-- a game of football on my familar grounds. after handing in my final eom on the eleventh hour, sj and i played some football and basketball to kill time while waiting for jj to complete his. after dat i went back to nh for the 'second half'. i realised some of the sec 4s really did well for their prelims. well done guys. hope u guys build on that success and do well for ur o'levels and pull us back to a higher band.
toking abt soccer ytd, the haze was terrible. it simply sux whn u try to exercise. u get some difficulty breathing if u try too hard. besides that, i hate it whn the defenders simply stick themselves to u and man-mark u. in the end there wasn't a lot of space to run latch onto and i ended tripping over my ankle by someone. that was clearly a foul in my opinion but i wasn't in the mood to argue. the moment i went down with my injured ankle, i feared the worst. immediately, i tot of the time at the camp where i injured it, badly. my mind went blank. all i hope was to be able to get up on my own and walk. i was down for a while and afterwards i managed to pick myself up again. but i couldn't run properly later on and my work rate decreased. i was merely a spectator in the last few games. in the end yz sub me.
maybe i was too arrogrant. i used to score freely in the past at nh and i tot i could do so anytime and anywhere. and besides, i always tot i will be back stronger after my horrific injury. but the truth is that i will always be a shadow of my past. i lacked the fitness and the match sharpness. hopefully, i will be back and be a friction of myself whn i was still a sec sch student.
but anw, thanx dt for understanding my fatigue ytd. i wasn't in the mood to go far jus to eat and thn travel back home.
8:47 pm
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