24.9.06
todae went to kap to study with dt, except ys. Think he go happy with some girl, again. dunno la. hahas. saw jeremy and jennie they all. thn after tat went to buy the chem solutions at popular which i tot bukit timah dun have. went to jp instead and found out that it was the same book. thanx a lot br. lol. nvm. thn walk one round thn go home alr.
feeling very very frustated. why? why? why is everyone like enjoying their respective jc and i'm like hating every min of it? maybe they all have some nh ppl in their jc and i have none? perharps i made a very bad decision. actually i din realised this. it was onli on 154 towards jp todae whn i heard everyone toking abt their jc life stories i realised i have none to share. so i guess it's pretty f up? think i still missed the nh culture where everyone tries not to be hum of 'banana' lim and chiong to play soccer during recess,lunch and after sch. think some of the girls last time used to hate it cos we always come back to class all sweaty and smelly but who cares? lols. i din realise i was so happy in the past.
anw joc came over my hse to study ytd. there wasn't alot of space in my room cos there are papers all over. she complained a lot abt pimples and growing fat during the exam period. Girls! lol. thn she watch tv somemore. hahas. cos she sae she very stressed. i'm very stressed too! was hoping to get a gd kick at the stupid ball ytd but for some reason or another, it din happen.nvm nvm.
btw, ep quoted a phrase frm some team shirt and it goes like dunno wad passion and wad talent one. forget liao. but i will find out frm him soon. ya. he also sae the 6 of us all single. is dat a gd or bad ting? hahas. i think he's goin to be damn wrong soon. cos i feel that some ppl in the team is goin to find their someone real soon. but of course dat person can't be me laa.
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