15.7.06
stupid
felt bad the whole of todae for making u sad. in the end found out don't have to.whn i tried to explain to u, u told me it's not goin to make a diff whether u understand or not. but i was really feeling bad cos for some reasons or another, i made u cry again. thn todae, u sort of told me, hey look, i alr have two gd frends by my side. with u here or not is not goin to make a diff. so, was it really my fault for u crying? i dunno wad is goin thru ur head. i wanted to patch things up. but this is wad i get for trying. forget it la. maybe i'm not as impt to u as i tot i was. i seriously think i dun have the ability to make u cry oso. i'm jus a small fry rite. and u got all the big fishes around u. maybe to u, i'm jus a surplus. whn u need me, i'll be here. whn u dun, i'll oso be here jus dat u will not see me. or u might even not bother abt it.
11:17 pm
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