22.7.06
sleepless nights
been feeling sick the past 2 days. most likely is not slping well. i oso dunno wad else more i can do than to wait. wait for wad i oso dunno. maybe as sh says, sumtimes in life it's all abt must let go, not have to a not. ok cut the crap. it's been a cold war these two days as well. sumtimes u dunno if a person is there to help u or to rub salt on the wound. i am not sure abt his intentions, but u certainly made things worse. ok i accept it. fine. feel so sick cos i'm really very tired alr, but yet i dun wan to go slp b4 she goes off. i feel so stupid saying these out. but i guess can't be helped. i alr did my utmost best. i really tried. and i'm very very tired alr. maybe u are tired of listenin to my crap. thanx sr, joc, zh,ep and sh for being with me all these while. u guys simply were fanstastic. thank you u all so much.
12:24 am
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