23.7.06
i think i almost died todae. my heart hurts so bad. onli after 5 mins, i felt that my heart was kinda burning like hell. but i tried to continue. a while later, someone knocked me off my feet and knocked the wind out from me.at that moment, i tot i was dead. not onli my ankle was hurting, my heart was in so much pain. i went to the washroom and vomitted out some black stuff. it is super disgusting. wad is happening to me? am i dying? and i realised that i lost 100% of my stamina alr. i'm no longer able to make vital stops and tackles like before. but nvm abt that. i dun wan to die so young and with so many things i haven do yet. even after i rest, my heart continued to hurt. it is pounding like hell and i tot it was goin to burst. i think i can feel that my time is getting shorter and shorter. cos it is alr not the first time i experience such stuff. for the past week, the pain has been on and off on and off. haiz.
4:25 pm
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