24.7.06

i am very very sad todae. i reflected on my performance ytd and i will always rem it as one of the worst. even though it was onli a short period of time, i realise that i'm no longer the player i used to be. to the hell with composure, to the hell with being versatile. i no longer had the qualities that once made me one of the better players and dominate the match. i lost all my touches. i lost all my finishing coolness. i hit the stupid blue 'pole' a total of 4 times while i was clean through. and besides, i'm givin away possession too cheaply. ok, i wasn't really that fit in the past but now it seems to get worse. jus five mins and my heart is hurting like hell. where is the player that was once branded 'smith' or as earnest sae 'saha'. i dun really deserved anyone callin me smith anymore. i think it's an insult to alan smith, who is goin to return to his roots as a striker next season. members of the dream team is getting better and better and yet i fallin behind. ys is improving on his skills and yz is improvin on his fitness level and close control. and wad abt me? i am now the weakest link. as a striker, i cannot put away chances anymore. as a dm or last man, i cannot put accurate crosses and make those defence splitting passes i once used to. i can no longer win the ball anymore, not to mention anything. i am no longer compose. i panic whn i get the ball. sth which i had nv experience before. but end of the dae, sh is rite. i can choose the way i wan to go and i'm confirm not goin to go down without a fight. i am goin to improve and come back stronger as a player!!!

7:59 pm

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